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Every mean word you say Equals a price I'll later pay when i'm alone and feeling like all's in vain I'll get out a knife and end my pain When I'm gone, in guilt will you cry were you ever nice? did you try? You cant take your words back Said so many even I cant keep track.

Sanity, don't leave me now I want to hold on, but I don't know how Your absence is something I cannot allow I'm looking for a way out of here Though all the exits seem to disappear My heart is lost or is it my soul? I know all things have a cost but this is out of control My body and mind are at war I wish they'd just agree I'm losing my memories The good times and the tragedies. Waiting for someone to come through some door and find me It's been so long since I've seen a face but its an image my mind just cant replace Who am I what is this place I am lost My mind is now nothing I'll just wander these empty corridors

I'm slipping, reality is nothing but a ghost losing what I loved the most I'm spinning out of control falling through an endless black hole How am I living without a soul? looking for something to grasp but everything I've left in my past my mind is screaming no longer filled with pointless dreaming I'm lost having learned that everything comes at a cost

What now? All of my plans have fallen through we were so close, then you just withdrew I thought I was your one and only now all is done and I am left lonely You said our love would conquer all then you left me to take the fall I sold my soul for you I never anticipated what you would do What now?

I dream of the hard days passing me by. That this reality is nothing but a lie. I dream of a happiness that nothing can buy. Can't life just turn a blind eye?

Oh caterpillar why so sad? Don't you know that all caterpillars should be glad Because one day when you think that your days are done you'll realize your life has just begun Oh butterfly why do you cry? You have wings and now you can fly Don't you see, you are free come follow me, and you will see

You said you would never leave me But now I must leave you If I could stay any longer I would Forget my name but never my smile forget all this pain you're about to feel, at least for awhile. I want it that way Be happy, fall in love again. Life is the best gift and I have taken it for granted so learn from my mistake and live yours. tell everyone goodbye for me, I'm to much of a coward to do it myself. I would fight anything to be with you I have fought death and lost I have loved you till the end, my end I'm sorry

Hey, I know we don't talk anymore but I feel like you would want to know I'm dying but I'm okay with it because I have lived, with you. and if I never see a sunrise again, if I never make it to my high school graduation I will die happy they say the last thing to go is your hearing if I never hear my sister playing the piano or my mother humming as she cleans I want the last thing I hear to be your voice A girl can dream right? I might not survive but I'm okay with that because I have known love a love so deep it tears at my soul I can die at peace all because of you Thank you

I'm not gone I haven't left you I know you cant see me It doesn't matter I'm not going anywhere On those lonely nights when you cry because you don't think anyone can hear you I'll be there holding you hand, even though you cant feel me When it seems like the world is against you, I will be there by your side I have not left you I can not Even death itself can not take me away No one can see me, feel me, but for you i would bear all eternity alone Just so you don't have to because I'm here And when i see you smile, I am not alone I have you Although you don't have me for that i am sorry one day you will join me but till then I am here

You just stood and watched while I fell. Did you ever think of catching me? I was cracking way before I shattered. But those cracks would have healed. Did you ever think of catching me? Now there is no healing